It’s not something you talk about much because it’s embarrassing. But the fact of the matter is that there are days you don’t feel particularly good about your relationship with God. It may be that God seems far away. Or you’re mad at God. Or even that you’ve done something that seems to have erected a huge barrier between you and God. You don’t like it. And so you try your best to do things you think will get you back closer to God. But the harder you try the behinder you get. Then, when you least expect it and feel that you least deserve it, God suddenly shows up. You don’t know how or why, but God is there. And while it is surprising at the moment, it really shouldn’t be. Because the fact of the matter is that God always shows up.